It’s the night before surgery to remove Jessie’s leg. We spent all last week fishing in the Uintah mountains- Jessie’s favorite thing to do. I watched her run and play basically on three legs already. The limp leg seemed to get in her way- which at times was quite funny!
i have two worries tonight:
1- pain management- how will we know we are helping her pain. I see her moods in her eyes- I hope this will help me understand. I see her love, her happiness, her discontent- will I see her pain and be able to help?
2- additional tumors- when they open her up will they find additional tumors? Will we have to make a decision I am not prepared to make?
i have come to peace with one reality- this isn’t something we are doing to Jessie, but it is something we are doing FOR Jessie.
Love you sweet girl- be strong!
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